my exam!!!!

I was very sad for the result!!!!! I am so scare!!!!!! I might retain!!!! I dun want this thing to happen but bad thing always happen to me!!! i am thinking of will i rather end my life now then staying back lor!!! I really feel like going to die leh!!! I am thinking of if i die so early , i still got a lot of thing haven do yet!!! But i cannot leave in this kind of enviorment any more!!!! I do anything people will always want to know!!! I sometime think that it is a good choice not to stay in this world then having people to tell u do thing!!!!! Everytime before exam i keep on telling people to be more positive dun be negative but it was all wrong when u think positive all the thing come out in the end will be negative!!!Sad!!!!People everytime see me bring a smile but my hearts are sad u know???

People tell me what should i do???

My bangs are long le!!!

Happy about this but the rest i not sure i happy a not!!